It’s 4 o’clock in the afternoon and I’m sitting here. I’ve got a killer headache and I think I know why. I took three pills last night. That’s more than I’m supposed to take. I’m only supposed to take 1/2 of a pill. I don’t know what convinced me to take so much. I felt good though. It’s almost like I was using it as a replacement for food. I think that’s what it might have been. I was upset and I don’t know why. I took the pills and I think the only thing I had to eat all day was a bite of a banana and a spoon of peanut butter. I guess I’m just a wreck. I also self harmed. It was bad. I don’t know why that had to happen.